The fear and anxiety in H is God-damn real. And sometimes, she feels that only Dolores O’Riordan and Evanescence are the only sisters in pain who truly feel the same.
H appears to be very self-sufficient. Needs neither approval nor companion. What people didn’t know was that this two aspects in her life is actually out of her control. She does not decide to possess genuine affections from the people who matter to her.
It is not something she can control. So, she does something that she CAN control. She pushes people away before she is pushed away.
H has a very confident walk. She calls it, ‘put best front forward’ walk. Disregard the inner feelings and the surrounding. "Just make it look like you don’t give a shit about the world. And if you‘re good enough, you might even be able to fool even yourself."
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