I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Eddie
My Eddie and Adrian came to visit today.
Awww.. my boys are so tall now!!
Both of them have reached above my waist. Ed,8 and Ad,6.
Both look just absolutely dashing.
I teased Eddie about his prospective girlfriends in school. This boy boy ah.. resembles the Kuhan-hockey guy. Ed's got the huge to-die-for eyes, tanned and athletic.
Mind you, this boy is ALREADY standing next to my shoulders. He plays badminton, football, wushu and swims.
Sob!! It just seems like yesterday that I changed his diapers, stuff food into his mouth, sang lullaby to him in his sarong bed & coo him to giggle.
My baby is all grown up. *lower jaw shivering*
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