all of me

It's really odd.
How I'm suicidal and yet at the same time I'd like to communicate.
But to be honestly narcisitic about it,
although it's a two-way communication, it's actually my OWN voice that I yearn to hear.
It's through communication that I can surprise myself with my own thoughts and beliefs.

"You know what is my biggest regret? That I'd never know my true personality nor fulfill my potential because depression has eaten ALL of me."