Friday, June 29, 2007

All my life, till now even - I've always felt stupid, inadequate, the odd one, unworthy... simply - LOST.

Even if you see me now , you'd agree that I look very blur.

So, when I receive praises like these...

"You can really write very well." " You're talented." "You've really got something going on." "You have a lot on the ball."

It's comforting to receive them but immediately I ask myself,
"if so, then why am I in this current sad state?"

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yeah, it is weird that i write my best when i am in deprressing state. perhaps the emotion?
i'm miserable too, cause i have doubts too sometimes of my capabilites: am i good enough to write?
i thought about giving up (while studying half-way in uni)on becoming journalist, for so many reasons (even famiy don't believe in me).
everyone lost their way sometimes. but don't forget to find it back.