...in my Broken Pieces of Clarity....

I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

H-Y.

Weeks ago, I had a heart to heart talk with a very good friend while sipping our McD sundae. (yes, sipping!)

I confessed to her that I'm desperate to have a 'relationship'. Just for the sake of it.

She asked if I have the EMOTIONAL avenue and resources for such 'challenging' experience.

Weeks later, I realised that she understands me better than I, myself.

I hate that. ( oh, my dear friend*whom I'm sure is reading this*, I appreciate u. Yah, really)

2 comments:

Nobody said...: But you got to start somewhere!; Saturday, 27 May, 2006
Anonymous said...: i can relate to the kind of feelings where i just want to be in a relationship...especially when i have someone in mind....but...yea....when we don have what it needs.....it wont end good....u cant just go into a relationship havin the mentality of Relationship Chapter One...and after learning what u wanna learn u go to another chapter....because....who wants to start a relationship expecting it to end with a break up? rite?; Monday, 29 May, 2006