Had a little disagreement with my father this morning.
As I was driving to work, my mind kept replaying my unhappy past with him.
So so so much anger and grief.

I guess because I drive to work everyday, the route was on autopilot for me.
I wasn't paying attention.
I upset another driver just when I was about to turn into the building where I work.
She honked at me.
I turned to look at a very agitated lady mouthing curses at me.
I felt embarrassed because looking at her T-Shirt, she's an employee too.

Just when I clocked in, I saw her walking past me.
Yikes.

I really need to 'let go' , 'forgive'  my past, if not, it may really 'kill' me one day.