I finally went to this support group.
Among the discussion, one participant said that 'being alive today is a victory I'm proud of''.
 Many others nodded in agreement.
I had to voice out.
"I feel differently. I'm still here because I'm not allowed to go before clearing off my karma debt".

One of the participants reminded me of LK.
Her mannerism and facial features bear a resemblance.
I can't help but wonder the accuracy of face reading.

I wonder how are the people in my 'tribe' are doing.
Are they still alive? Coping well?