Sunday, February 01, 2009

When pa and sis came home last week, I felt nonchalant about their presence.
But as the holiday was approaching to the end, I began to feel sentimental.

As a child, I used to cry whenever I leave Penang.
Constantly wishing I could turn back time.
I'm quite ashamed that I still harbour this childish thought.

I wrote a letter to my sis.
Just random thoughts.
I was quite surprised that I could analyse my mental disorder to her.
Suddenly after that, I felt more in control.
Perhaps now, I can slowly learn to work around it.

2 comments:

cendolic said...

Thanks, but I have taken xanax and it has proven to be ineffective with me. I'm now taking Epilim aka sodium valporate

Vince said...

hey jus popping a hello and how are you...

from looks of the posts you've been making... not so hot...

stay strong bud...

cliched as it sounds... things do get better... eventually