I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
My mind has been very empty. Really. There were times when I think I might have just 'lost' it.
My sanity. All of it.
1 comment:
Anonymous
said...
oh
hey i felt dead days ago, dead daily...uh, then i thought about eternal life and thoguht will i still be crying up there when i'm dead, and then i keep crying to my family that i'm going to hell...this is no help, sorry!!
1 comment:
oh
hey i felt dead days ago, dead daily...uh, then i thought about eternal life and thoguht will i still be crying up there when i'm dead, and then i keep crying to my family that i'm going to hell...this is no help, sorry!!
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