Minutes has passed since my last post.
I was so full of negativity that even my friend Mn advised me to snap out of it.
"You ARE leaving. That's that. Enough."
Yes, I have to agree that no good will come from dwelling in such darkness.
During L's outburst last Friday, I heard her mentioning things of the past.
The crack in her fragile voice enunciated just how badly those events had affected her.
Indeed, if we don't let go, the darkness will consume us.

I must let go.
I must go.