but YW, among all my friends here, you have got to be the one who's most blessed in FAITH.
There's this genuine priceless goodness - maybe it's called Godliness; that is in you that makes you able to overcome anything. 
I see the infallible strength of FAITH in you.
True, you do doubt and fear, but that makes you even more amazing - you don't stop there.
I don't know if it's a gift from God... or it's your faithfulness in God..
But you sure do have it.
And it's a strength that will see through all obstacles.

-----I said these words