I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
The moment I quit my job, I knew that all my acquaintances in the office will end.
I deleted all the contacts in MSN because I didn't want to see them online but not talking to me.
EMO, yes... I know.
I honestly don't know how I feel about him.
Everyone made the effort to say something to me after I left, but he didn't.
Suddenly today, out of the blue.
{z@hotmail.com says:}
{hey}
I was grinning ear to ear.
we chatted for about 10 mins only.
He asked how I'm doing and told me the great news about him going for greener pastures. Something which he told me much earlier but it was not confirmed then.
I genuinely feel happy for him.
He is one mystery in my life.
His final words?
z@hotmail.com says:
[u better keep it up]
[do better advertising]
=)
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