I had never dared to listen to NYMAN's "The Heart Asks Pleasure First/ The Promise" from the film THE PIANO for a VERY VERY long time.

I had played this song over and again during my darkest solitary hours of my life.

Since crawling out of that darkness, I tried hard to put everything behind me.

Therefore, listening to it gives me the chills. Like being kissed by the Harry Potter's DEMENTORS.


But today,

after several months...

I'm now playing it ... putting it on REPEAT mode.


I'm alright.

I'm going to be ALRIGHT.