For the first time since the tragedy,

my father expressed regret of what he did and didn't do back in 2003/2004 .

So far, he is the only family member who has admitted responsiblity.

It took him so long to realise, so long to admit it, so long to compensate it.

So long,

that now I wonder, if it mattered at all he said it.


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Yes. It still does.