I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Sunday, May 31, 2020
Have been really depressed for days.
Stayed on the bed till 3pm, getting up only for water and toilet.
Wishing for death.
I reread my blog posts.
I've been fighting this for so long.
I haven't earned my points for the finishing line yet?
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