"Come on, jump!" says the Body Combat instructor, again, while the rest were allowed to take the easier option.
"It's not that you can't. You just don't want to. Lazy maybe?" says LC.
........Oh dear.
I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
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