Father has not been well for the past weeks.
Had a few scary episodes as well.

In the hospital, saw an old uncle who gave up on life.
He's losing blood by the hours, and nobody could persuade him to do the endoscope procedure to find out why he's bleeding.
Doctors after doctors.
He kept repeating that there's no point saving his old, useless life.

Although I can understand his point of view,this act of surrender is tragically heart-wrenching.

It's scary that I might one day, choose the same path.