My sis asked, "Eh, that is new employee ah?"
My father explained , "Aiyo, very pitiful case, he had an accident and has lost part of his memory, along with his communication ability. He used to be an insurance agent. Sigh, now he can only perform simple manual task lar.."
My sister later told me that this testimony reminded her of another 'kisah benar'- another true story of relevance.
"HW was exceptionally good in mathematics. He once brought those little rythymic-blinking bulb toy and even tried to explain how it works. Stating that it's actually very simple mechanism. But after the accident, sigh, he was a whole different person."
I look at the people around me.
It frightens me that a person's destiny could drastically change like that.
I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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My posts lately have been rather unmotivating.
I guess it clearly reflects my current state.
I have not been to any badminton games for the past weeks.
Both the psychiatrist and fortune teller have warned me about this.
I guess it clearly reflects my current state.
I have not been to any badminton games for the past weeks.
Both the psychiatrist and fortune teller have warned me about this.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
weird
I had the weirdest dream.
I dreamed I was 10 years younger and am back in secondary school.
Suddenly a classmate gave me a file full of my favourite things.
The I woke up....
How weird...
I dreamed I was 10 years younger and am back in secondary school.
Suddenly a classmate gave me a file full of my favourite things.
The I woke up....
How weird...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
so, what now?
I surprised myself when I said this phrase to a friend,
"Neh, you know at that point in life where you'd think anything is possible."
"Ha? You had such point ah? What happened now?"
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"Neh, you know at that point in life where you'd think anything is possible."
"Ha? You had such point ah? What happened now?"
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
have some backbone
I told the my friend that I hate one of my superiors.
He said, "Hey, you can't think like that. If you hate people, how would you feel if other people feel the same way about you?"
"Ha? So, I have to like everyone just to make myself liked ah?", I replied.
*I know a few who pretend to be everyone's friend for this sake. It's reasonable too, afterall, why make enemies?*
I continued, "If you don't know what you hate, How would you know what you love?
He said, "Hey, you can't think like that. If you hate people, how would you feel if other people feel the same way about you?"
"Ha? So, I have to like everyone just to make myself liked ah?", I replied.
*I know a few who pretend to be everyone's friend for this sake. It's reasonable too, afterall, why make enemies?*
I continued, "If you don't know what you hate, How would you know what you love?
If you don't know what you despise,
How would you know what you respect?
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