...in my Broken Pieces of Clarity....

I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.

Friday, November 20, 2020

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 I tried to commit suicide today. I took the ladder, a long pants and climbed. Unfortunately, the mirror on the wall collapsed. Mother and s...
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Friday, November 13, 2020

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 The anxiety and panic attacks have worsened for the past few days. So bad, that my sister and mother say that they can't bear looking a...
Sunday, November 08, 2020

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 Another dream crushed. I moved into D2-407 with such dreamy aspirations. I had bought so many many things for my new home. It's now eve...
Monday, November 02, 2020

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 I've been feeling very anxious and restless lately. So bad, that I can sense that I'm being a threat to myself. I went back to my p...
Friday, October 23, 2020

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By Natalie Khoo In memory of my brother, Brian Khoo Yew Jin (1992-2020)  This photo was taken with my brother during our family trip to Bora...
Thursday, October 22, 2020

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I bought this set of plants as therapy. They were really pretty when the flowers bloomed. The web-worms attacked both of them. I had to trim...
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Wednesday, October 07, 2020

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  These Banana Leaves-Shoots just wouldn't die. People kept chopping them off, burning the roots even. But they kept sprouting. Many man...
Friday, September 18, 2020

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"Wow, you made this? It looks like a decorative cake !", I commented, as I stared, impressed with the kids' work. As I continu...
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 When I'm Afraid - by Cheri J.Meiners Sometimes scary things are real. There might be fighting somewhere, or people who want to hurt ot...
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Saturday, September 12, 2020

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“I could never back down from a challenge. When I heard Add Maths was the hardest subject, that was all I focused on without realising that ...
Friday, September 11, 2020

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I wasn't careful last week. I allowed myself to spiral down again. I feel like an unrepentant addict. My last fall was in June,  less th...
Monday, August 24, 2020

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I went out to buy shampoo. In the grocery mart, I spotted a man squatting in an aisle, scrutinising a packet a flour. Instincts tell me he...
Sunday, August 23, 2020

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  Watched At Cafe 6 by accident. This movie plot had an unexpected twist in the ending. I had the inkling very early though. The moment he s...
Saturday, August 22, 2020

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There was a scene where KoMunYoung was persuaded many times to value the final moments she may have with her estranged father. The doctor di...
Saturday, August 08, 2020

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 at the end of the episode Cycle Around Japan,    James Hobbs the cyclist host said, "...the future is full of opportunities and potent...

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Sanjiv Daevin with his long-time musician friend Eddie Zachariah (right) on their way to an international music festival.   PETALING JAYA,...
Thursday, August 06, 2020

It's ok to not be ok - Korean Drama

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I just love these stories that are told in the movie. 1.The boy who fed on nightmares. "All my bad memories are gone. But why can't...
Monday, August 03, 2020

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An old acquaintance from the ward wrote this in his blog  走到这里,有些事是需要接受的,但是那心态并非所谓的“认命”。深层了解自己,会更坚决继续改变现状。而接受自己是坦然坚毅奋斗。.... ...在时辰到的那一刻,我们...
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