Friday, November 20, 2020

 I tried to commit suicide today.
I took the ladder, a long pants and climbed.
Unfortunately, the mirror on the wall collapsed.
Mother and sister came running.
They offer no comforting words, but rather annoyed at the mess I've made.

The fall scratched my right calf quite badly.
The suicidal ideation is still strong.

7 comments:

  1. Im sorry to hear..i hope you didnt hurt yourself too much....it must be difficult days..i cant even imagine.im here for you. Always.

    -meow-

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  2. I'm not sure if you're still active on this blog, but I'd like to get in touch. shermint@gmail.com

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    1. Hi Shermint, I've just dropped you mail..

      -meow-

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  4. Time flies in a blink of an eye. You left so suddenly two years ago. Hope you are in a better place.

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  5. I hope you can find support to help with your feelings.

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