I honestly don't know why I kept this photo for so long. The date photographed is irrelevant because I was lazy to reset the camera. Many which I've kept, I had brutally thrown away. But this, for at least 3 years- had been in my possession. Maybe it's because I can't figure it out. I can't even understand how I feel about it.I have mental illness. Mind clarity is rare, too briefly and often too late. Old friends and acquaintances would look away when they see me. Yup, that unpopular. Of course, I get angry and hurt but deep down, I know I’d do the same too, if I saw 'me'. That’s the icy cold papercut truth. The illness cuts even deeper. I thank you for your readership. Your presence here makes me feel less alone. This blog helps me remember my true worth as a person, and how my own mind threatens it.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
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I honestly don't know why I kept this photo for so long. The date photographed is irrelevant because I was lazy to reset the camera. Many which I've kept, I had brutally thrown away. But this, for at least 3 years- had been in my possession. Maybe it's because I can't figure it out. I can't even understand how I feel about it.
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